I really just wanted to be like “So, ‘A Drop in the Ocean’ is literally the top played song on my iTunes and when I was dealing with the person I loved at the time living 4 hours away I literally to it on repeat for like 2 months straight.” But I just awkwardly said hey instead.
It’s raining and cold, so for once I decided to completely bum it out today.
Excuse my weird face. Randomly decided to dye my hair brown yesterday. Not entirely sure how I feel about it yet.
Caved and bought myself a pair of Chaco’s today with part of my tax refund.
But they’re perfect for summer, and perfect for Europe this summer since we have to pack super super light.
Ah, less than two months from now I’ll be on a plane to Frankfurt, Germany.
Plus I’m staying here in France for 2 weeks for actual “classes”. So. Freaking. Excited.

This face depicts how interesting my Geology class is today.
There are literally only like 15 people out of 120 people even here.
Classes haven’t even been up for 24 hours, and this is already done.
I can’t even begin to explain how happy this makes me though. I hate all of my classes this semester because they’re all general education classes. I’m so ready to be challenged by what I’m doing, or at least studying something that I really enjoy.
Today feels so much like spring.
I wish I had time to go out to the parkway, take my hammock, smoke, read, etc.
But I have initiation at 5. Booooo.
I love nights when I have to time to just enjoy a cup of tea and chill out before I go to sleep.
Finally dyed my hair semi close to what I originally wanted after that whole bleaching fiasco bullshit ha.
A girl I went on spring break with last year’s Mom passed away early this morning from Cancer. When people parent’s pass away I usually know what to do, or what to say…because I’ve been there. I supported my entire family. Everybody handles death differently. Usually I handle death very well, but something about today is different.
All I can think about it how much different my life would be if my Dad was still here, and how much it breaks my heart knowing that my Dad won’t be there to see me graduate from college, get married, have kids.
I guess it’s just one of those days.